Who am i kidding?

I wait, ive been waiting but nothing
perhaps ive only been kidding myself seriously, i thought u could change
you promised me, to change to make a diference, but its all the same.

im not asking much but to only consider what u and i agreed, u keep taking em for granted, i just need you to grow up, its all i need,i need you to understand its not all about fun and games its ok to have fun but u need responsabilites maybe ull never get that

maybe im only kidding myself