im still trying to get better meanwhile a little of the weeks

I'm trying here, Its not so easy, I'm still not over everything, i re think it and i cant seem to understand, but i am healing myself I'm trying very hard.
these past weeks have not been so easy, but even with that there have been some really great things as well. I'm trying to get very busy with school, i guess i only freak out when I'm alone, i sing to myself,sing out loud and the cat is there but he doesn't really seem to mind. those alone times are the hardest. But i consider myself to be lucky, i have wonderful people with me as well i guess i don't know where id be without them.

I'm so proud of my friends, the Grimm's they won a contest and are heading off to England on Friday, how cool is that! they are gonna meet the director of the movie Watchmen he also did the 300! its awesomeee!! Man thanks to her i got my Coraline book autographed, she met Robert Rodriguez, i guess I'm waiting for her to sell a scipt and become famous so i can meet Tim Burton haha and Quentin Tarantino!! haha im so happy for her i think its really gonna rock, shes great!
Felicidades Grimmies!!!

Other news, slowly the date approaches when i can finally see Iron maiden! I'm super excited about that, its really gonna rock. I guess its one of those times when with all that's happened i need to yell and scream and go wild, and this is the right place to do it.
Also i went the other week to see the David Lachapelle exposition, it was great, they had a few i didnt quite like, some of the grotesque ones as well (with Amanda) but most of them were excellent, they even had some of the really old ones, one with Angelina Jolie,Uma Thurman,Madonna so on. but my fave was one of the new ones where its a portrait of courtney love with what seems to be a dead Kurt Cobain and a baby Freances Bean haha its a kick ass picture! its like maybe seen on the web, its way different up close it really rocks, the set, the lights the place everything the face,color i dunno its all well taken care of and it looks amazing! i really most of all like the contrast in colors its amazing, the new pics are also great cause there very original of course the sets and the people he chose to be there it all just works.

i think that's about it
cheers!